[ Meliantha tries to get her breathing under control, the flood of memories under control. ]

I don't know, don't know.... just... I remember things and other things and there's things that happened at the same time, it doesn't make sense, and I can't feel Helm's presence any more so I'm not where I was, I'm far away, but far away again instead of just far away... it doesn't make any sense at all....

[ Then, a sudden, stop in the flow of words... followed by just one: ]

Johnny...