Oh, I am the biggest fool of all.

[He's fucked up by being a fuck up who fucked up and never ever got to unfuck the fuck that it did to him.

And he saw what following that drive did to his brother, the two thousand years of punishment they've both endured for it.

The light of the stars is everpresent, but distant and cold compared to the sun. Always, it is afraid to touch.]

The one person who could have helped me, after... Well, he called me a deranged fool and left, and he wasn't wrong.

[But he does wish that Gilgamesh could have done something about it other than leave, sometimes.]