trashcats (
trashcats) wrote in
phantasmemes2018-07-02 05:36 pm
TLDR CR MEME
For when you just love the sound of your own hands on the keyboard, it's
THE TLDR CR MEME

1. Post your characters.
2. Respond to other people's characters.
3. Barf a wall of text about how your character feels about their character.
4. ???
5. Profit! And by profit I mean I guess you've done half the work of a CR chart in here.
THE TLDR CR MEME

1. Post your characters.
2. Respond to other people's characters.
3. Barf a wall of text about how your character feels about their character.
4. ???
5. Profit! And by profit I mean I guess you've done half the work of a CR chart in here.

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Akira has said many times over how he feels towards Kurama and Goro, by now. Tags can only do so much, though, in any given thread. And, when it comes to those two, it could day forever and a day to remotely get across how he feels, in fuller detail.
That said, Akira continues to love Kurama with everything in him and then some. While it could be said it's to an extreme degree, who are we kidding? That's his preferred style.
While Akira's chilled out a little from his mall self, it will never change certain things, and that's in how ridiculously attached he is to his fiances - even down to forcing himself to stay away, because he truly believed it was the lesser of two evils.
And in the case of avoidance, it really was that. He has so much regret for sticking to himself, and yet some part of him doesn't regret it. Because it was his way of trying to protect them from the emotions - the ones that feel like knives stabbing him in the chest, in particular - as well as a matter of hating being forced into sharing literally everything in an unfiltered way.
Just like in the mall, all choice was yanked away from him, and... yeah. He panicked. And when he stops focusing on He Fucked Up, he will focus on making it all up to them. Especially the part about how he was not forthcoming in the why.
He knows he's still got some growing up and healing to do before he finally says any vows.